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The Story Of Grandmother
Corn
I was angry. "Why," I asked the
Grandmothers, "did
you deny your heritage… our heritage? How could you adopt the ways
of the white man, the conqueror, and embrace the ways of the people
who disrespect the Earth Mother? How could you conceal from the
future generation their own identity and conceal even from your
children that you and they were Cherokee? How could you do these
things? How could you?" I felt betrayed by my own
ancestors.
The smile was
gentle and wise, but the voice was firm. It reverberated with
strength. Power. "Standing Feather, you have much to learn. You will
study the medicine of the Corm Mother and you will understand. We
chose our path out of knowledge… the true and lasting knowledge of
who and what we are as a people, the teachings of the Great Mystery
and the Earth Mother, and the wisdom of the Selu. Do not be quick to
judge. You do know the whole truth, do not understand our
purposes."
I
trembled, but the fire still burned. I had to know, "How could?" I
saw missed opportunities… traditions forgotten, precious wisdom
lost, and a world badly in need of knowledge that was no more, would
never be again. Tears stung my eyes.
Laughter, and gentle chiding, "Standing Feather, you are as a child.
Your tears are for nothing, the foolish whining of an infant who
only considers herself and lacks the wisdom required for
understanding. Stop this nonsense and be about your true mission.
You walk you path for a purpose. Do not waste yours tears. Our
heritage is alive and well. It grows stronger with each sun. Help
our people, do not cry for them. Respect our ways, do not see them
as diminished or lost. Honor our wisdom. Use your heritage with
pride. Everything we had… everything you think we denied… all you
believe is lost… is whole and strong, and living in your world. It
waits for you now. You only have to claim
it."
I saw
no way this could be. So much was gone, so much forgotten, so much
swept away because it was denied. Lost. Surely they didn’t
understand.
"But
Grandmother, for so many years, I did not know of my heritage. I
didn’t hear the stories, didn’t learn of the healing, didn’t know
the beauty of the Great Mystery. I admired our people from a
distance, not knowing I was one of them. My heart broke for their
sorrow and for what was lost…"
"Have you learned nothing? You felt a kinship with the people you
watched from a distance, even without understanding it. You carry
our ways and our wisdom within you. They are as complete as your
Spirit and as valuable as your heart, yet you cry for them. You
require waiting for you. It has always been
there."
"But you said you
were Black Dutch, born in a foreign land. You denied… "The most
elementary instruction. What hangs on the wall in your home? What
rests on the table, on the hearth? What sits beside the
door?"
"Grandmother,
I don’t understand."
"Answer!"
"There are
pictures of my children and grandchildren, a chain carved from a
single length of cedar, ears of dried Indian corn, a painting of the
hills and trees in winter, a staff with prayer ties, a raw crystal
from the Earth, a length of finger-woven leather strips, a quilt and
a rug made by some of you, a vase of pheasant feathers, a wood
carving of Chief Dragging Canoe, a hand-woven
basket…"
"We chose our path deliberately. Times were hard. Our people, our
ways, were in danger of annihilation. We were hunted like deer.
There was no place we could go that was safe. Our land and our
possessions were stripped from us. Homes burned, people killed. Many
died. Our children were taken away to boarding schools and forbidden
to speak our language. Sometimes we never saw them again. There were
prohibitions against our ceremonies. Our very beliefs were outlawed.
The Spirit of our people was dying. We had to find a way to preserve
these things."
There
was a pause and I felt the eyes upon me, burning through my
soul.
"We turned
for help to Grandmother Corn, and she taught us how to survive. We
studied her teachings. We practiced her ways. One tiny kernel of
corn carries everything that is needed to nourish our people
physically and Spiritually for all time, with enough left over to
provide the same for an entire world. Within that one kernel, one
seed, there is food, fuel, material to build homes, ceremonies,
teaching, nourishment for the Spirit, wisdom… the greater part of
what is needed for a people to survive. The way of the seed is the
way of corn, the single seed, carries the heart and the Spirit of
the mother. When it is planted in the sweet Earth, it rests, then
when the time is right, it comes forth. It grows. First the sprout,
then the blade, then the cornstalk and the ears. It is the Mother
reborn, with her heart and Spirit intact. We knew then that we must
do as Grandmother Corn. We took all that was important to us and
drew it deep within our Spirit. It could not be seen by the outside
world, just as the Spirit of Grandmother Corn is not apparent in the
seed. What appears to be is not always what is. We kept the seeds
hidden and protected, knowing that when the time was right they
would come forth and produce fruit. We trusted the ways of the
Creator, the Earth Mother, and Grandmother Corn. Our seed, our
Spirit, would live dormant but intact in the future generations.
When conditions were right, our people’s ways would live again.
Nothing would be lost. It was the only way we could
survive.
The white man didn’t understand the way of the seed. He didn’t know
how the Earth Mother can encourage the seed to bring forth the
mature plant and the ears of corn. He believed that he could force
us to speak his language, wear his clothes, follow his beliefs, and
our ways would die. The white man would devour our people, make then
part of himself, and we would be no more. We allowed him to believe
that, and his own belief defeated his purpose. We wore the clothes,
spoke the language, and appeared to follow his beliefs. We raised
our children in his ways, not telling them of their heritage. But
was had placed our Spirit and all that was important to us in our
seed. Children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren carried it,
unknown but safe. The white man could not take it from us. Nothing
could destroy it. We looked into the swirling mists of the future
and we saw our Nation rise again from the many seeds we had planted.
We saw the ceremonies and the traditions once again. We heard the
stories, found the wisdom passed from generation to generation. We
saw our baskets woven by other hands, our clothing covering other
bodies, our songs sung by other voices. But they were us and we are
them. We lived again, and all that was important to us flourished.
It is the way of the corn.
The
white man is not the conqueror. He never was. He was defeated long
ago, participated in his own defeat. The white man has always lived
in the outside world, always cherished his material things… money,
houses, status. That is why his ways can’t endure. Those things
never mattered to us. We long ago learned the lesson of the corn. We
carry with us what is important: Our Spirit. And our Spirit will
never die, never be diminished. Our blood rushes through your body,
our heart beats in your chest, and our thoughts fill your mind. You
are our seed. You are Cherokee. Whatever else you are or
may be, you are still of our people. You carry the Spirit and the
hope of our Nation. Honor us. Allow us to live again through you.
Bring forth our traditions, our stories and ceremonies, our
knowledge and beliefs and wisdom. They will serve you well. Never
forget the teaching of Grandmother Corn. And know that through the
centuries, when men and women travel far from Mother Earth, when
they do things that you can’t even dream of now, they… your
children, your grandchildren… will carry with them the seed we
planted. And the seed of Grandmother Corn. They will grow corn in
many places. And the Cherokee Nation will flourish, will survive to
be reborn again and again in the hearts and minds, the Spirits, of
it’s children."
The Grandmothers have given this story to Standing Feather. I would
like to thank her for sharing it with us. Bird Clan Mother Of The
Southern Cherokee Nation, Sharron
I also would like
to thank her for this powerful story. Many of our people have asked
these questions and have felt the same way. Jutla
Atli
Gifted with
permission of Jutla Atli for Our People.
Thank you to the Cherokee Friends Fire Circle
for granting me permission to reprint this wonderful story and
lesson in it's entirety. This is how it appears on their
site-no changes were made except for the color and size of the
text. Their link is on the My Links page. Sgi,
Laquaa

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